&the greying vision

Thursday, January 04, 2007 1:09 PM

it's starting of 2007.
and it's quite fast i got use in writing 2007 in date. and no longer 2006.
life still has to go on even though how unbearable i am to leave 2006.
and life is awaiting for me.
esp when 2007 marks the year when all the 1989s babies turn 18 years old.
i'm looking forward to the future days.
every one is saying new year, new resolutions.
indeed there must be new resolution in a new year.
but what will that be?
currently, i've no idea.
what i know is my future lies on my hand.
noone can decide on my future, not even my mum.
they could only give suggestions.
because, at this age we should learn how to decide on oneself.
not others to decide for them.
we should be independent already.
no longer any mummy's boy or daddy's girl.

time flies fast.
it's approaching my 18 years of life on earth.
22 days from today i'll be turning 18 already.
in fact, im looking forward.
hees.

and darlings, i want bbq so that every of my love ones can be there.
can i? hees. *.* (innocent face)

first day of school was a test of my tahan-ing of talk man!
and i lost. haha.
i slept. and i think my posture was uber ugly can!
lucky, i din't drool.
hees.
and lucky yingqi sms me call me to go toilet.
till then, i was more awake.
haas.
cos we talk alot to perk us up.
and richie came too.
haha.
managed to talk to cheeping but not jess and tunkuang.
met quite a number of ppl there.
but im still in my comfort zone, refusing to get out.
how can i start getting use to all these?
i prayed hard it would be soon.

the stupid me din't slp just due to i'm afraid i can't wake up.
and thus i was like uber tired the next day.
went back ctss to get my cheque.
met sh and fred later on.
went town for some stupid reason.
hees.
and the four of us talk.
and i enjoyed the talk.
we laugh like hell.
some jokes tht kept us laughing.
and i went home.
din't do much thing except for going online and bathing.
i poom on my bed.
and i slept without waking up, till the next day 12pm plus.
haha. and i ended up not gng to school which is expected.
lucky my agent din't called me.
hees.
watch Dong Fang Zhu Li Ye.
it was nice.
and met mr tan at the bus stop.
ohh. had a small conversation with him.
he seems tired. understood.

had dinner with jo at mos burger. yummy!
and i'm proudly to say.
i've officially lost 2.5kg!
three cheers for me.
5kg more to hit my target.
48kg shall await for me.
hees.

and now im deciding on my courses.
i wanna take econs.
and im thinking how long can i stay at pjc?
one week?
one month?
or the full three months?
and i feel very weird every morning seeing the ctss ppl at commonwealth mrt.
it's weird.
for the past five years.
i could only see schoolmates at tht mrt waiting to go clementi.
but not, i can see whole lots of ppl in ctss uniform heading to school.
how weird could tht be.
after graduated, i felt weird going back ctss already.
it felt an unknown place.
wearing ctss uniform taking the same mrt yet alighting at a different stop.
once again, i feel weird.

and i remember, today it's the 1st time im blogging in 2007.
=D good luck for me in 2007.

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